yay I decided to learn how to thread my sewing machine..which ended up with me instantly sewing D: the strides between the quality are enormously changing with every new project, I've done 4 skirts (since they're easy to learn with D: ) and the last one (which i'm wearing~ <3 )is really nice

I traced patterns on taped together copy paper from my gothic and lolita bibles, but they dont come out like the pictures. there was a 2 layer cupcakey skirt i made from one of the patters..it was supposed to be poofy, but its really not, at all. in fact the pattern was 2 rectangles. >->. going to make a shirt from GLB, will be my first attempt @_@ so i have to use nasty fabric until i can make it good enough to match this cute skirt i luuuv~ but i've realized that things seem to come out better when i draw my own pattern . . -.-

I decided against making those ugly oracle's beaconi...so I'm ready now to start my cute loli-smn(spats) costume for vanafest (hopefully they still have one this year, i'm planning it so hardddd) I don't know if i want to make a top to match like [link] or the top i was making originally like in [link] @_@ choicesss

anywho school is Ok, really dont like the teachers this semester :< government teacher is a freak who doesnt give good notes while he talks about how good his notes are ~_~
computer science is easy..nothing great there.. 2 online classes but the history is horrible its like read 6 chapters write essay take test.. goddd
and my english teacher doesnt like my papers..well they have bad grammar and stuff because microsoft works doesnt have grammar check things like microsoft office does ;<

my sister's in france D: it's been about a month.. 1/24 the way there for her to move back home ;~;
she's so lucky she found an appartment with a view of the eiffel tower and some other place >_>

Journal?! WAT?!

I don't keep track, mostly because I don't do much of anything important

What have I done since December 4, 2008. . .
pretty much nothing XD a little school, some traveling, some cooking, see miyavi OOO:

that's what I do lol. I go to class..get on my computer, talk to people on Skype, cook yummy desserts, make tasty salsa, and visit Danny in California O: can you say hell yes he is a sexy mother wut. (Shhh don't tell anybody!)

But seriously, that was all secret during a whole family vacation..beacuse eating out every day for a week got me really sick and I whiffed going to Disneyland. Was so worth it.

**I have one drawing coming, I don't do much of that anymore lol, just not as into it somehow
anyway, I really like how it's coming along :3

yep. yep yep... MUCC is coming to America again but nobody wants to let me go to Cali on Sunday >> been begging for like 2 weeks ._.; AJDKSHFDF; ;WHY MUCC

..anyway >> school is almost out for the holidays (woo!) this semester was really freakin quick O: and fun. i did good and such yea yea..

hmm...
i haven't drawn a single thing since that last submission lol..been really busy with school x.X

o hey onicon is coming up XD can't wait~ it feels like forever.. and i found my leftover yen and it totaled to like another 210$ e.e!

my mom keeps asking what i want for christmas lol.. i dont really know..like at all...

(this is a stupid journal > >;....)

OMGEDITED ON THE BOTTOM KTHX

zoning into windy_s broke my ps2 like gay to the max>.> like last month though lol got a new one.. and new hdd and new POL/FF thing.. but i cant get the internet to work on it cause its stupid like that, and i haven't gotten around to calling again D:<
but that doesn't matter I've been playing again >> downloaded it onto pc.. i hate it so bad..
what is this crap cant scroll up alliance D: and i cant spell some stupid long names so they die cause nobody else apparently knows what cure means D:<!! DO NOT APPROVE

but yea every place in the world is apparently sold out of pc controllers 100% of the time lol >.>
but omg pc blows so hard with or without windower.. only thing is i can finally be lazy about my job timers and //shellra5 D; i miss laying on the couch when i don't feel good ; ; wru lazy day on the floor.. it doesn't even look much nicer just sharper and i can see further but that was never an issue <<

now I'm just chillin in sky duoing for diorites.. ! OMG xD >.> got one as i typed.. time for ulli~

ANYWAY off of ffxi /rambled too long

haven't done anything much.. at...all >_> thought about getting a job but couldn't find anywhere i would want to work besides khol's and i definitely didn't get that job>>


oh and this one dewd kiyoharu is so super ._. i fluke found him and i feel stupid cause he's so old in the scene xD 2 old great bands then him solo and i love it all <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 GO LISTEN TO HIM.. Kiyoharu - Room, SADS - PORNO STAR and other such wonderful music
also that new MUCC song Ageha is hawt as omgsosuper heck >.> go hear that too


oh lol yea my sister's finally back from Mexico, shes seen us 4 weeks total in over a year D: picked her up yesterday with my dad. haven't been in an airport since i got back form japan xD it felt so weird! it took us forever to find her stupid thing cause international arrival's is its own little blocked off area in the whole middle of one section.. we were walking back and forth sooo long xD
i hope she doesnt take her cat Henry with her when she moves back out i'm super attatched to him and i'm like his cuddle buddy lol

!but superly most importantly of all today is my mommy's birthday :3! yay birthday fun~

and then a-fest is coming up e.x hope its not as boring as a-kon was this year lol>.> only fun thing there was HOLY JESUS VERSAILLES IS IN FRONT OF ME and LEWK AT MY NEW DRESS
i haven't heard anything about a band for a-fest.. like last year it was that throw together background music guys who weren't really even a band lol..hope they can get something before it's too late D;

i can play maple on this pc xD its so happy but i been waiting for my friend so i've been at lvl 39 for like 2 months with 90% exp >_> and then i get too much and go die and waste the valuable quest exp ;_;at least i get to run through lvl 90 mobs spamming heal xD so funnn lol (then you hit the lvl 120 and get 1-shotted)

man this is really long >.>;;; oops BYEBYE XD


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I want to eat lil' mama's face >_> for stealing and destroying the prettyness of being loli ._. ihateu
-> [link]
-> [link]
>> that 1st one particularly pissed me off because i wanted that one ._.;....the exact one
<.< 2nd one i saw last night and i choked on my cookies

lolchristmas was my last one...>>

so like

a-kon yea :3 that was super fun~ got to wear my new loli dress and get a couple of super awesome amazing things <3

when i got back i got really sick and i felt so bad xD it was ok though cause i was just sitting around the house anyway >.>;..


...my little brother's friends mom (you get that?) gave me this entire sewing desk/machine/chair/table thing cause they were moving, and cause my mom and i wanna learn how to sew awesome super clothes xD (i gotta make those patterns in my magazines e_e!!!) so now i have all this stuff and i dont know how to use it D: maybe soon though :3<3

goddddd my pc is so gay >> its lagging every couple mins and has this gay memory leak that i fixed but now its like system eating my cpu thingies and i cant fix it this time @@..better than the trojans and crap my mom got on it when i was at a-kon >_> lol